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Posted by D on 4/1/2005, 7:41 pm
I have been reading previous threads and crying as I have felt all those same feelings as sad as it makes me feel....its at the same time a source of comfort. I had an on again/off again relationship with a guy for 12 years. He ended things 1 year ago, and I feel only slightly less devastated. I had hoped by now the crying would have stopped. I cry in the car, before I fall asleep, some days I even wake up and cry.
The most difficult thing is that he still calls me. He does not understand why I can't talk to him, why it hurts so bad. He even says he misses me ! He is seeing someone else, but still hints about us meeting for sex. He says he just wants to make me feel better, but is clear about not wanting to start over. He actually is proud of the fact that he is not "misrepresenting" himself.He says you and I will always be friends. Its tearing me apart and I have told him. He said ok your phone won't ring... a few months/weeks go by and it starts all over again. I need some strong words to say to him to make him understand. Its also difficult because we have at times been just friends, he says that will always be there, he will always care for me. Please any advice I start to heal, he calls and I am curled up in fetal position for weeks!
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