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Posted by K on 7/31/2005, 8:39 pm
I hope someone can give me a little advice on why I still think of someone I dated (for two years) over three years ago. Everyday there is something that triggers a thought, or a think of great times we had etc. I think about how I could have been married and would have been part of his loving family. He had many wonderful qualities, yet the ones that were bad were pretty bad-the infamous cheating, lying, scamming, drinking guy. I have tried to move on and dated here and there, but nothing peaks my interest and I always miss him. I also do not feel as comfortable with my looks-only because I put on about twenty pounds. It is nothing to noticeable, because I am taller, but guys do not approach me at all. And I am not one to approach guys. I plan on moving soon and my chances may be greater that I might see him (NO that is not the reason for moving-if anything I am dreading that). I am not sure where he is though-last I heard he moved out of the area and we have not spoken in two years. He started datin right away and 7 months later had a serious girlfriend. I am not sure if that even worked out-knowing him it didn't, because he cannot commit. But in my early thirties I am wondering if I will find someone soon-settle down-get married... I am starting to feel like it will never happen, that I will never truly be over him and that I will have this void and empty feeling for a long time. Please help! Thank you.
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