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Posted by Tim on 9/28/2005, 12:29 am The worst part is that I get stuck giving her advice on her relationships. The last thing I said was "dont let these inhibitions stand in your pursuit of happiness". Maybe someday I can follow the same.
I've been in love with one person for years. She always had an abusive boyfriend that would break up with her and then get back together almost daily. I was always the shoulder to cry on. Once she finally decided that she was completely done with him, I confessed my feelings to her. The only way I could gather the courage was to get extremely drunk and speak in poetic terms. Long story short, she was unsure of what to do. This guy had warped her perception of the universe, so I gave her space, but made it apparent that I was there. Months later, I decided that it was a good time to talk about it again. It appeared as if she wasn't interested.
Enter college. She meets people, and now I have no shot. This is a case of one sided love. A case in which I cannot get over, even though its been a few months. I have this huge void in my mind that can only be filled with extreme amounts of work, alcohol, and cigarettes. I have it in my mind that I have absoultely no shot at ever finding happiness.
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