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Posted by kate on 10/18/2005, 10:12 am
Hi I am sorry that this is really long but I need someone’s advice on what to do.
I feel that my heart is hanging by its last thread and this time yesterday I was walking on air I was so happy. Such a contrast in less than 24 hours.
Right well let me explain - I met this lovely guy at a friends wedding about two months ago and we spent all night laughing and talking and having such a great time. I did not want the night to end at all.
Well, anyway he asked me out for dinner the following Wednesday night and we went to a Chinese and had a brilliant time and ended it by going clubbing. After this he asked me away for the weekend and we went up north to his home town and had a great weekend. Yes I admit, I ended up doing some really stupid things as his best friend and his girlfriend came over to see us that night and we went through about eight bottles of wine, pimms, vodka etc so we were all steaming.
Anyway, one thing led to another and we ended up having a foursome together. The next day was awkward and he dropped me of at the train station and that was it. I felt so bad...and I got a text from him later that day saying that I think it would not be a good idea to see you again, I was devastated. well anyway, I finally got in touch with him after two months last Tuesday and we have been texting each other all week and my heart was in mouth again and I felt delighted. Well anyway, he ended up phoning me at three am in the morning on sat (we were both out clubbing but at different venues) and asked me to meet him I said yes and we went back to his house. We had a really good talk and it was like old times, we talked about everything and I ended up giving him a hand job. I said no to sex and I wanted to take my time. he said fine and asked me to sleep over, I said no as I had work to do all day on Sunday and he kept on asking if I was sure that I wanted to go home. By now he was falling asleep and I said yes, and I would grab a taxi but text me soon. anyway, did not hear from him on Sunday, so thought I would text him last night and ask if he fancied catching up properly for a drink or dinner, he replied back saying no and that he is away for a while now and not sure when he is coming back. Is this a blow out as he did not mention any of this at all on sat, and what do I do? Please help my hearts breaking big time
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