I've struggled this week...with enthusiasm to do anything, with depression? maybe, and with whether or not to make this my last year. I have the go ahead to stay but don't know if I should or not. I investigated the teaching on line and went through videos, had an interview scheduled for today but applied to reschedule that. Watching the videos let me know that I need to be really prepared for the interviews....background, props, whiteboard and markers, and lots and lots of energy. I need to have a dedicated corner with great lighting and decorated like a school room. Have to work on that. It's really basic, teaching phonics basically, but talking to the screen as if there were a child there..and I guess there would be after being hired. I could go ahead and do it even with working...just do it before school in the morning. Now I'm even more undecided than before. I'm so confused.
I wish someone could just make the decisions for me...I feel kind of paralyzed with life.
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