Posted by Gemma on 4/19/2004, 4:21 pm Right now, were giving a lot and not really getting much back, but slowly everything is starting to come together. I dropped out of college to spend more time on this. I'm always on the go, traveling about and networking. This has to be my priority. I know Im not wasting my time. I'm not at home all the time and it CANNOT be helped if I'm away, but whatever, I'm sure I'll get shit for the no-show anyway...
Oh wait, I already did. Gazz gave me shit for the no-show. (No offence, dude, but you ####ing did and I think that sucks. I'm kind of pissed off, in fact. More than that, Im actually pretty damn mad.) He called me up and was like, "Hey, you no-showed twice in a row, Gem. What's the deal? You're starting to take advantage of peoples better nature. People are getting really ####ing annoyed at you." Well, that was the nice version. Ehh, what the ####, Gazz, what's the ####ing dillio? I ####ing showed last time. Sure, I got the deadline wrong... Oooh, sue me. #### that. I made a mistake. It happens. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. Other people no-showed, or dont you remember that? Gazz, man, you know I love you, dude, but that was out of line. There was no need... And I'm going to make it public now. You know the shit that's going on in my personal life just now, you know how crazy everything is. I thought we were friends, man... I thought we were good friends. Youve ruined that. For what, a no-show? I ####ing let you into my life, brought you into my house... And then you turn around and throw shit at me because I've been off of this game lately. Hey, just because you have no life away from the ####ing pub doesn't mean no-one else does. Youre association with me no longer exists.
It's pathetic that it has come to this, homie. You did what everyone else does piss all over me. Well, thanks, man. GEMMA xx
Okay guys, here's the deal: my band have to come first, you have to understand that. They have to. They mean the world to me; we work our asses off constantly. I'm out there in a ####ing D.I.Y band, completely self-financed. I work two ####ing jobs, Im taking out a massive loan I'll be paying off for years and years, until weve signed... Doing everything in my power to make it. And nothing ever seems to be enough. We are trying so hard to make it; I want to make everyone so ####ing proud
Whatever.
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