Posted by Deanna on 1/2/2009, 9:39 pm, in reply to "Re: scared daughter"
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Thank you soooo much for that. It really helps to hear from people who have been or are where I am. My friends try and I love them for their support but I feel like they don't get it. My mom is my best friend and I feel like a loose a little more of her every day. Today she was so out of it, tired, nauseous, dozing off mid conversation, and just not her bubbly old self. In fact I haven't seen her bubbly, happy self in so long I wonder sometimes if that part of her is gone too. I hope not, I pray that this chemo is just taking it out of her, if it is doing its job then I hope that that is why she is feeling so yucky and that someday she may feel better for a period of time. She is on 2 strong antibiotics right now to and that is really affecting her appetite and causing the nauseous. Its the one sympton I can't stand either, I'd rather pain over nausea. Nausea just has this awful way of making everything feel worse.
I look forward to coming her more often to share my thoughts and feelings, thanks again for listening.
Dea
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