Posted by Ruby on 8/20/2009, 2:09 pm, in reply to "Need Advice..."
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According to PD, a toxology screen is needed then the report can be filed. I will do just that if need be ASAP.
I know my husband. He will try to buy himself time by saying he will work on himself. He won't move out. I know having his own place is an added expense there is no money for. But I don't believe in him being capable of change.
Thx for the encouragement for courage to take care of myself. When I am in the middle of cancer treatments, it is about enough to drain you emotionally. Any additional stress is huge and exhausting.
And yes, unfortunately I am and my story is real. I had not realized his doings were a crime, partially because it is easier to live in denial. I kept waiting for my husband's love and protection, but instead ended in the PD. What an awful feeling to admit that the person who is suppose to love you is instead wishing you ill and manipulating your health by feeding you pills that make you feel worse. I still rather live in denial.
And our kids, I don't want them to know who he truly is. I don't want them growing up with the stigma of a father who hurt their mom. Sad, too sad but true.
Thx,
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