Posted by Steve (Billy Steven Crider) on February 12, 2008, 7:28 am, in reply to "Re:(Cyrus) A Jewish response and my summation. Pt 1"
My chin dropped, I was speechless for moment, lost my composure and then proclaimed,
"WHAT! THATS BULLSHIT!"
"...MR. CRIDER, IT SAYS THAT, AND I QUOTE
" HE SAID HE WOULD CUT OFF HER HEAD AND EAT OF HER FLESH"
My outrage was only exceeded, and my demeanor overwhelmed by my shock.
My chin literally dropped, my heart sank... my shoulders certainly must have shrunk...
I could not believe what I was hearing... I could not believe this, my mothers need to
assert her dominance, to impose her will, had been taken to those levels, to that extreme...
I had to compose myself...I tried to calm myself...with trembled lips I pleaded..."that's a lie,
I never said such a thing...you have to believe me...that's a lie, I would never hurt my child..."
I was terrified, I didn't know why I was there, and aside from the obivious terror, I was in awe of the
spiritial realm being made manifest to an extent I had never encountered, not even by the second
hand accounts of others.
They saw my response. I am sure there was some predjudice in the air remaining from the words,
Branch Davidian, David Koresh and Waco being spoken, with the event and the media spin doctored predominate attitudes of the timeframe still fresh on the American conscious. The Chaplain, remained silent, but firm in his deameanor, the Doctor tried to compose me with a now calmer deameanor. He assured me that he had no choice but to hold me for observation, seeking my agreement to understanding his plight in the matter, he assured me that if I was not the threat that was portrayed on paper, I could be out of there in 72 hours. I cooperated.
He began to make more inquiries, I was shaken...my responses reflected such, my composure was gone.
I had just openly stated on record in 1995, before professionals in both the psychiatric and theological
communities, less than two years after the tradgedy at Waco, went on record and cited that I sided
with the Branch Davidians, only to immediately find myself, falsely accused, portrayed as some sort
of Satanic lunatic. Tow days later, the lie which was used to get me in that place would be documented
as such, but it would be more than a decade before I would find out such information.
Baruch...I don't know how you come to know that This name means "Death"...Clive has never told me such...Ron may not have
lived in Waco in 1993...but he lived with Clive for many years, and he is a semite Jew...he never spoke of such...I did not make inquiry of them, I did try to call Clive, but for other matters...I consider Clive my friend, and I decided yesterday after being rebuked of the Spirit...to not drag him into this matter to respect his wishes not to be a part of Catfighting.
As I said before I percieve you to be a genuinely good soul, respecting and maintaining the light you have been given.
I did visit a Rabbi yesterday...he tells me the Koresh is not a Hebrew word for Death. I do not dispute your claims...I only tell you I did as I said I would in the interest of Promoting the Spirit of Truth and unity.
I would like to know where you saw the word used in such manner...or how you came to know it such way....
I myself have seen such before...by the hands of those who portrayed David Koresh Born Vernon Howell as a maniacle pervert...as one "who never thought above his belt buckle..." they too called his name Death...
on May 3, 1993 Time Magazine offered thier testament to the memory of the man David Koresh born Vernon Howell.
http://content.answers.com/main/content/wp/en/thumb/7/78/250px-Waco_siege_TIME_Magazine_cover.jpg
His name has meant so much to me as well. In the last 7 years, I have been delivered from Drug addictions, Diabetes, Sleep Apnea...morbid obesity losing over 225 pounds....and now with my accuser finally confessing openly....Schizophrenia....a condition I always cited was not the source of my visions. I am set to graduate college in just a few months. I am set to graduate with Honors, ranked in the top 1% of this nations college students, God has truly blessed me, My God, Jah' ...he has another name, I know it, it was told me long ago...
I was never told a meaning of the Word Koresh as per definition until yesterday...for that Baruch...I thank you, and consider you a friend "Blessing Koresh, a servant of the prophet." I once told Clive Doyle that my family had no problem acknowledging that God had blessed me greatly...they had been partakers of those blessings having witnessed the same. I told Clive that even so...when I went into details about him whom I believed in...I was often reduced once more to a mentally ill basket case...My God...was reduced to ashes...Clive told me..."yeah...the world wants God....and the have not problem with Jesus...but they want the generic God...they can't handle the name brand."
He counselled me not to offend the level of light they had been given. You see in the past years...God has blessed my faithfullness...given occasion to win my family by his blessings...by my testimony. By experience I can tell you that the Name Koresh...has meant Life to me. It hasn't been easy not by any means, but I consider myself blessed.
I consider now the reasons why God told me to wait until the time appointed to begin my studies...as I write...I think "...The last time" and my mind hears David speaking...."who is this angel on that Cloud?...Ben Roden said he was the angel on that cloud...but we need to find out who this angel is sitting on that cloud don't we?" paraphrase mine.
I hope you have a good day Baruch...I would still like to hear what you have been shown of the Locusts...of Revelation chapter 9. And I did begin to read the "Two Witnesses" starting on page 300 last night.
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