Posted by Jenny on November 1, 2009, 12:17:39, in reply to "Re: smoking"
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I have decited that I want to become a everyday smoker.For the first time today I wanted a cigarette as soon as I got up so i told my parents i was going for a jog and I went around the block to smoke not really worring if anyone seen me.Then about an hour later Megan and Heather came over and we went for another walk to smoke this time we each had 3 before returning home.Megan says she is going to talk to her sister about comming out to her parents since her sister started at 16 to.All of are very close and our moms talk everyday so it will only be a matter of time before my mom will find out and ask me if im smoking to and at that time I wont lie to her..Wish me luck im sure I might need it
...Jenny...
--Previous Message--
:
: no doubt you are at a
: crossroads now. you have
: found out how pleasant
: smoking can be and how
: nice it is when you are
: together with smoking
: friends. i know you
: like the social aspects
: of smoking as well as
: the stress relief it
: gives. i'm sure you
: have had fun learning,
: and perhaps even getting
: a few compliments on you
: style too. if you have
: been smokng at parties
: where there are girls
: and guys, i'd be
: supprized if you haven't
: turned a few heads too.
: these are the plus sides
: of smoking that are very
: nice and are probably
: some of the reasons you
: would love to continue.
: its really up to you now
: as to where you want
: this to go. depending
: on how much you smoke,
: addiction will
: eventually come. i don't
: concider that a bad
: thing though. having
: smoked for may years i
: find that part of the
: habit nice sometimes,
: and other a pain in the
: arse,but it is my choice
: to smoke and i deal with
: it in the best way i
: can. i love smoking for
: the most part and
: wouldn't change my
: decision to do so. the
: best realtionships i've
: had were with fellow
: smokers.
: as i said early on
: when you were
: contimplating starting,
: honesty is always the
: best policy. being
: honest with yourself
: about the pleasures you
: have found smoking
: gives,and weighing them
: against the negitives
: that come with it to
: come to your own
: decision to continue or
: not. i know once you
: have expierenced these
: positives, its hard to
: walk away from them,
: weather you are starting
: the addiction process or
: not.
: you may well decide
: that you want to keep
: smoking. if you do,
: thats fine, but its time
: to inform your parents
: that you have tried it
: and have liked it so far
: and would like to
: continue. i think if
: you approach it in an
: adult manner, it may go
: over better than you
: would think after the
: inital shock wears off a
: bit, so don't worry to
: much about it. its my
: understanding that 9 out
: of 10 people live after
: telling thier parents
: they smoke,lol.
: think a litte more
: about it. make an
: informed decision and do
: what you need to do to
: make it happen. i wish
: you only the very best
: of luck in what ever you
: decide.
: --Previous Message--
: I almost got caught last
: night by my mom me and
: Megan were walking to
: the store smoking and my
: mom drove by lucky for
: us we had our cigaretts
: down by our sides and
: she could not see
: them.Then she turned
: around and came back to
: talk to us but after she
: went by the first time
: we put them out
: luckly.So i guess we are
: starting to get more
: carless.But I am finding
: it harded to hide it as
: we pretty much smoke
: when were not at
: school.We are smoking in
: front of alot of our
: class mates now like on
: weekends and at
: partys.So its just a
: matter of time before we
: get caught.So i guess
: everyone was right you
: cant just smoke a few
: aday ater awhile you
: want more and more.It
: all started out we were
: going to try it for fun
: but now i think im
: starting to get addicted
: and I dont want to
: be..What to do..
: ...Jenny...
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