Posted by Lucy on 3/13/2008, 7:01 am
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i'm on my 4th day, went for my weigh in this morning - i've lost 3lbs in 3 days, why am i unhappy with this???? 
i know that 1lb a day would be amazing!!! but i cant help feeling really down! this is going to take so long! i want to lose 8 stone exactly now, wouldnt even mind just losing 7. I'm going to have my weigh ins every thursday so hopefully next thurs i'll have lost loads!! i want to lose a further 9lbs! in a week thats do-able. it makes me feel like not 'eating' all my 3 shakes, and missing one out!! i'm a bit scared that i'm going to get back into my old ways, i used to suffer from an eating disorder, i used to starve completely, then binge, then starve, then binge etc and then started using laxitives, this was about 1 yr ago, i collapsed and went to hospital and since then i started eating 'normally' but i've put on soooo much weight obviously since then, i've got such a bad relationship with food, i either starve or eat loads!! ohhhhhhhh, i just feel so down!
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