I am so like this, but more so if it is a trip. Maybe not even a long trip. If it is a trip I try to go several times at home. That seems to help. But yes, I seem to panic that Oh no, my stomach is starting to cramp, I'm going to have to go and I know I can't because someone is with me. Usually I will get diarrhea. I won't go on a trip with other people. I will tell them we will take our car. If they insist, I make up an excuse why we can't go, because I know what will happen. It's crazy. But you feel panicky and then your stomach cramps..the one think you didn't want to happen--happens. I feel your pain.
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