Thanks for your reply.
To answer your question - yeah, I´m still in school and still living in the dorms. On the other hand, this semester I only have classes on Tuesdays and Wednesdays, so I can spend the rest of the week at home in the privacy of my own bathroom. Of course I am happy for that - my point is, if it wasn´t for my shy bowel I´d most probably spend most of the weeks in the dorms having fun with my friends. That´s why I feel like I´m missing on something. And seeking a private place doesn´t really help me - I was only able to go in our bathroom when there was noone around ( which hardly ever happened).
Of course I know there are worse things than this, but it ruins my life in too many ways. I´m sorry you´re having privacy issues and don´t feel well physically - I know exactly what you mean, that´s how I felt last year - it feels like you´re a prison in your own body. I´m glad you´re making plans for the future - I don´t really have any specific goals for the future personally, but I´m working on it