Posted by sbs
on 9/17/2004, 3:05 am
209.103.228.157
been thinking about you again tyler, often. running again, i guess more than i ever did in college. enough that i'm in good shape. i think about you when it gets tough, when my guts burn, when the sun is hot. swinging tools all summer in beautiful places, pausing to wish you could see it, feel it as the sweat poured out. i almost lost it in church one sunday when one of the songs they played at your funeral came up on the overhead. just a thick lump in my throat and a couple of tears. i wonder what you see, feel, if you can catch this, the temporal and eternity and the blink of an eye like your pastor talked about. you've got a headstone now. i'll have to get out and see it. last time it wasn't yet in place and i left the ugliest bunch of flowers i've ever seen- the only thing i could find at the nearest open shop-a grocery store. somehow they went well with the sunset and the killians and i thought you would have gotten a kick out of it. i still crack up when dorm room shenanigans come to mind. thanks. not taking this season for granted. missing you. sbs
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