Posted by Jason Miller Here i am, Daydreaming, I sometimes wonder, why am i fighting here, instead of being somebody, maybe somebody important. No, I cant afford any of that, I need the money, I need the job, I think... No, I KNOW i can beat this man, and this is what I'm good at, nothing can stop me. My parents depend on me, I cant let them down. My crackhead brother, paying for his damn medicine. I need to win this match! "Are you listening to me!" "Oh I'm sorry... I just had a lot of things on my mind" "It's alright, get back to working!" Thats my trainer, his names John, we call ourselves the J&J, yeah it might sound pathetic, but its a name, we're best buddies since our high school years, and he's been my trainer quite some time already, going from place to place, i think i finally found my home, here in CHW. I lose this match, its more than just one match i lose, its practically my career, my life. Its like a drug, just its a must, not a want. "Thats it Jason, I think your done for today, I was finally notified who will be your opponent" "Thats great man, who is it?" "Its your lucky damn day, your debut and you got a shot at the World Heavyweight Champion, non title but its the champ man, this is huge!" "Your Lying!!!" "Nope, you know if you win this, you can go big, the fastest rising superstar, and big enough cash to buy that other medicine for your brother" "What other medicine!" You see this right here, this is where i call it, 'about to be broke', but a miracle, im getting a shot at the world champ, non title but hey, i get big cash i can support my family, and maybe i can hold that gold and earn some more, like i said, its a drug, it gets addicting afterwards, but once you take it, theres no turning back. I came to CHW, going big already, theres no turning back. "Did you hear me!?" "Oh, what? My fault i was just.." "Look, i think you need a medicine, take a shower man, take a pill and go to sleep, i'll just stick around watching some TV here, if your hungry i got some nutrients in the refrigerator" Yeah, about Nutrients, He's my trainer, wants me to stay in shape, dont blame him I wouldnt be where im at if it wasnt for John. He sticks with me and lives with me practically, we go everywhere together, he's like a bodyguard and a trainer at the same time. Since we can barely afford to pay rent, we have no choice. Man, where the #### is that pill! And what the #### is that noise!? "JASON! Phones for you!" "Come over here im busy!" Yeah, this is what i call, being lazy. All i was doing was looking for a pill i was not going to find. I threw myself onto the bed, John coming through the door. "Here!" "Did you change the ringtone again!?" "Yeah, why?" "I thought that was the upstairs people again and never picked it up" "No wonder, I missed like 7 ####ing calls!" "Go back to watching TV, Who is it?" "Its Jennifer, don't talk too long the bills going to come like crazy" "Alright man" I watch him leave the room, look at the solid white phone, as i put it onto my ear, i think of what to say but somehow i cant say anything, what the #### man! I finally think of what to say but Jennifer ends up saying something. "Hello?" "Hey baby!" This is what i call, my future wife. We've been together for nearly 5 years now, everybody asks me why i dont propose to her. You see its hard for a man when you know you dont have time for your wife, and your kids. You barely have time for your family, when your in this business, like i said before, its like a drug, addicting, you just dont want to leave that ring, everybody chanting your name, you see a man on the floor on your behalf, its like your the tough guy, and you show it. But I love Jennifer, she's been there for me at hard times. "Hello?" "Yeah, sorry baby was just thinking, what did you say?" "I said, did you find out who you are facing?" "Yeah baby, I'm facing the World Heavyweight Champion in my first ever match in CHW, his name is Weapon X" "Are you serious!? "Yeah, why you know him" "No, not really, Just I saw a few of his matches, my sister loves the man so she has a bunch of recorded videos, posters, she has almost all his information, but she's still dying for his address hehe!" "Hah, well where does she have all that stuff?" "Its over here in my house since she's sleeping over for a week, its a long story i'll tell you afterwards." "Alright then, you mind if i go over? I mean i barely know the man, would like to prepare myself not only physically, but mentally for this match too." "Sure, come by anytime, when were you thinking of coming through?" "Right now maybe?" "Oh! Alright let me see if I cook something up for you then honey, i'll have the stuff ready for you in the living room, you sure your up for the big drive?" "Yeah Babe, hey dont worry about cooking, John made me eat nutrients again, hah, and i'll be there in maybe thirty minutes or so, depending on traffic." "Alright baby, take care love you!" "Love you too" "Bye!" "Bye!" Yeah, I should think of proposing to her soon, but let me stop changing subjects, she has Weapon X information, his videos, matches, promos, this is just what I need, perfect timing! Now for this 30 minute drive.... ####ing truck make it 45.. what the ####, everythings getting blurry, shit this cant be happening... and what the #### John didnt put gasoline!!! This is my ####ing luck, this is what i call, ####ing Bullshit, How can things go from good to bad, its going to take me over an hour to get over there now, and i left my phone too, ####! At least theres a gasoline station up the block, let me pull over there.... "Hello sir, what would you like?" "Nothing, can i get $20 on number 7?" "Sure" I go into my wallet, #### i only have $15, what the #### man! "Hey man, can i get $15 instead?" "Alright no problem" This is what im talking about, now i dont have a single dollar with me, this match is important, its more than just a match, its my life, my passion, my way of supporting my family. This so called Weapon X better be ready, because at Saturday Night Carnage, theres gonna be one hell of a fight! I jump into the car, turn the ignition and drive my way onto Jennifers house, drinking a Lemon Snapple that was in the car from the day before..... Part II Posted seperately: no room.
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on 9/15/2007, 2:56 am
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RP #1: This is my Life, Time to find out Weapon X's (Part 1)
"Come On Jason, You can do it!"
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