Posted by Jess on 6/5/2009, 7:43 pm
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My smoking fetish now seems to have completely taken over my life. Ive lost intrest in anything other than chain smoking. If im not smoking all i want to do is go and smoke. I spend my student days in bed chaining one after the other until im exhausted. Im gaining weight, i cant breathe properly (even when lying in bed doing nothing, my fingers and teeth have gone yellow and my ashtrays overflow onto my bedroom floor. Im a mess. but the main problem is... I love it and even when i try to change i cant because deep down i dont want to. Any similar experiences??
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