Posted by Alyxis on 21/6/2009, 12:37 am, in reply to "Counting"
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Hello all 
Well, I'm not headed off to bed yet, but I'm not sure if I'll get back around to making another post tonight.
I was cut early from work tonight, as I will be pulling an hour or so of overtime there tomorrow (I lost my Sunday off this week).
Currently, I'm smoking from my 6th pack of the day. I've not finished it yet, but I will, and I'll probably open another before finally heading off to bed.
The only thing that concerns me with this is if I should start purchasing more cartons every week. Right now, I buy 5 cartons every 8 days, but I also purchase about 4 packs a week of Misty Menthol Light 120s, as well as a couple packs of Newport 100s. If I bought more cartons, I wouldn't need to buy the few single packs of my Newports, that would save me some money (the native americans sell cigarettes far cheaper than any gas station around here).
I think I will be purchasing 6 cartons of Newports and 1 carton of Mistys a week from now on. I am a little worried that, with 7 cartons available to me, I will end up just finishing them all off in the same time I smoke 5 cartons. Mind you, it's the cost that worries me, not my intake of cigarettes. If my addiction grows because of this, that's a good thing, as it just means I'm enjoying my habit more
A small update of sorts on my oxygen... I remain on oxygen till I have to go out for work, and am right back on it the instant I get home now. I find it much easier to breathe and smoke with it on. I've said it before; I'm quite aware that my smoking is causing me health problems, but I enjoy it far too much to give it up. If I need to use oxygen now, then so be it.
On the plus side, my apnea alarm hasn't sounded even once since I made this change a week ago.
--Alyxis
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