Posted by Alyxis on 30/6/2009, 1:37 am, in reply to "Re: My current stash"
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Hello shelly 
I only hope you have found a method to afford it, as I have lol
It was a bit of 'sticker shock' when I made a 7 carton purchase all at once like that. It was bad enough buying 5 at a time.
But, I have no doubt that I need every cigarette I breathe into myself; they are as much a requirement as food, water and air to me (well, maybe more so than air *blush*).
I intend to go in tomorrow to make the same purchase. I must admit, just knowing there are pleanty of cigarettes available to me at all times is quite comforting. I know I will never be scrounging around to find one somewhere, or worried that my supply won't last and I must buy a pack at an overpriced gas station.
I intend to keep to my 8-day buying schedule. It is my intent to allow a small stockpile to grow this way, in case I can't make it down to the indian reservation right away. I do know myself and my addiction though. Most likely I will start smoking more doubles as they are simply 'always available' and I'll end up finishing them all off in 8 days.
I am okay with that, really. It simply means I'm enjoying my habit more, which is never a bad thing
So, I guess, if you accept all smoking does to you, and you want to smoke more, availability would probably be key *blushes*
--Alyxis
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