it is really nice to read that you like smoking and living in smoke soo much !!!
You sound like a real nice person and you are right, the little cough is just nornmal - don't worry.
In the past I also knew a girl who loves the LM reds because they are quite strong but not too expensive. Did you ever try other brands?
I also like to live in smoke filled rooms - with just breathing in smoke or second hand smoke as I am a non smoker :-) you feel really very nice. You wrote that you got used to this because of your mother - how?
Did your mother only seldom open the windows during heavy smoking, so do you as childs had to cope with a heavy smoky air at home often?
Did she also smoked with windows up in the car or how did you got used to smoky rooms?
I also think it is a very good and important idea to increase your smoking up to 40 a day. You are 20 now and because you got started at 12 it is really in time to increase - especially with your fetish on smoking! I also think you will feel much better with more tar and nicotine in your system every day!
Hope to hear from you soon!
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