this sounds nice! So it is just clear that you love to smoke if you were surrounded by it your whole life!
I think you will feel better by smoking more because the add on of nicotine will work in your system in a way that you feel more kicked at the beginning of the increasing and then you will feel more relaxed. I can just imagine that in your young age you have a lot of stress everyday by your job / studies - depending on what you are currently doing - and so, with more cigarettes I am convinced you can handle this all much better and much easier. You will be able to calm down much easier by smoking more. That's why I think that you will feel better in general by increasing. I also think that your aim of 40 per day is not too much, so you can handle it in real life.
Do you know what I mean? If not, just ask, ok?
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