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Posted by Steven
on 3/21/2006, 12:24 pm
Well me and my girlfriend broke up about 2 weeks ago. I love her to death. Ill give you a litle back round before we dated we were best friends for 4 years, so we have a lot of history togther , eventually i developed a crush on her and asked her out she said no at first cause she didnt want a reltionship she said she was afraid of commitment but i kept on pursing her and eventually she agreed to give it a chance. Im 21 years old so is she and this both of r first serious relationship. Basically r entire relationship was awsome, hardly ever fought, always got along, did things togther, great sex life etc. But things changed we started fighting,and there was this guy she worked with that she started talking to they were friends but then she started talkin to him every day, thats when i got suspicious i just had this feeling that she liked him. So i confronted her about it and she denyed it at first but i didnt let it go and finally she admitted that she had as she put it a highschool crush on him, that she loved me and nothing would happen between them. So I believed her but honestly even though nothing did happen between them that i know of her telling them hurt me a great deal it made me feel like a peice of crap, and i was pist! And the funny thing she didnt think it was a big deal but it was i asked her if i told her the same thing would she be upset she told me no, bs.After she broke the news to me i told her i still want to continue things, u know im not gonna tell dont talk to this kid anymore,im not gonna control u annd tell u whta to do but give me sometime to cool off dont hang out just let me process my thoughts. What does she do a week after this she goes to the bar with him, well to take make a long story short i blew up on her called her every name u can think of and she broke up with me.Now am i in the wrong about this i feel horrible for freakin on her but she has got to understand she did this to us. Well the funny thing is i still want her back, i love her so much and i know she still loves me. I apoligized to her a couple days later and we have seen ezch other a couple of times, but she doesnt want to get back togther right this sec she said she doesnt want to rush into things and for it turn out bad again, she told she loves me, and she could see us gettin back togther but not right now. My question is im very impatient i really dont want to wait ive been so miserable,depressed since this happened i almost quit work, what should i do should i wait around, should i move on, i never experienced a break up before so im really confused on how to deal with it especially when she teling me that we could eventually get back togther. I need help im a basket case right now. PLEASE
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