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Posted by Cary on 4/14/2006, 1:18 am All last semester we kept in contact. We would occassoinally call or text each other. But he told people I didn't try to talk to him until I got back in town and then all of a sudden I was interested. That was a lie too. Now I can't stop thinking about him and all I feel is guilt. I tried to see him when I came back to my hometown to visit from college and he pretty much stood me up and I've been hurt ever since. My mom and two close friends suggested that maybe he's still hurt and trying to make me feel what he felt. But honestly I wasn't hurt from breaking up so I can't imagine him being hurt either. And he hasn't brought me up to anyone so it doesn't seem like he wants me to know anything that he's doing or saying about me. Is there any way I can get over the fact that I lost a friend? Everyone pretty much tells me that I need to get over it and I was fine until I realized he woulnd't be my friend anymore, now I'm such a mess about it. I'm trying to find closure but it's not happening...
Okay so this guy was a good friend throughout high school and helped me through some problems I had with my first love. Well after I dumped that jerk for good me and my friend started to date. We always communicated since we were 16 years old and cared about each other. Well we dated for a year and a month exactly. I broke up with him because I just knew it wasn't going anywhere. I was fine almost immdediately. I knew he wasn't for me but I still wanted us to be friends. Well it's been almost a year after the breakup and we don't talk. I wrote him a letter about a month ago apologizing for not really explaining why I dumped him and told him I still wanted to be friends. He never called me, and he never sent a letter back. He told my friends that I didn't care so why should he, but that's a lie.
He's on myspace now and I see how he's all buddybuddy with these young girls that he never talked to when we were together or even before that.
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