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Posted by J on 5/11/2006, 1:08 am LOVE SUCKS i have major issues now. I just couldn't take it. She had already done so much to me. That was the second best friend relationship she broke up too. But i Just love the girl so damn much. i don't think i will ever get over this shit. I'm heart broken for life. Now my heart is broken. She says it's forever done just like the slug that stays in my lung.
This story is short and terrible. I am a boy in love with a girl named Star. I had been with her for about 4 years. Star has done many very unloyal and awful things to me in the past, and i always came back to her but that is a different story. This story begins about 7 months ago. One day my girl friend says she is going to this show out at the beach. I didn't want to go. But my best friend is going to go. He said i'll watch out for her. Next day i get a phone call. "J, i'm breaking up with you." Then i find out my girl and homie took some E and hooked up. Mother#$%*@^ SO i try to deal with it and she promise's it will never happen again makes love to me a few times and then it happens again. I find out the morning after doing a lot of bad substances and i take a rifle and a pillow and put it up to my chest and shoot my self. Appearently the slug hit my heart but kinda glided around it into my lung. I was still concious and a homie in the next room drove me to the E.R. For ten days i was in so much god damn pain and i was out of my mind from all the morphine and benzodiazapens they kept feeding me.
Then they make me stay in the psyco ward and then they released me. Then i got out and socked that bastered up a few times and then got caught by the police cause he called them for weilding a knife and saying i was gonna stab his punk ass. So i go through the legal process and stay in jail for 2 months and get 3 years probation. And the whole time S the love of my life was dating him and sleeping with him. #$%@ that sucked. So i get out see him on the street cause him out and he calles the police again and i go back to jail for 3 months before bailing out.
During the last 3 months in jail she came and visited me and told me it was all a terrible mistake and she loved me so and all this other bull. I find it in my heart to forgive her. Then i get out find out she's been doing alot of drugs and has stayed at the my ex homies house. i'm pissed. Then she loves me and leaves me.
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