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Posted by d on 12/29/2006, 4:37 am aftr 4 months..i told her abt my feelings,but she ws hesitating to tell me about her feelings for me.. aftr about 5-6 months then,another gal hd startd liking me..i told dis gal about da other gal,she went jealous,but as she knew i lovd her only,she said "yes".. dat was a fine start,i must tell u,4 we both were so much in love,but nevertheless some fights took place,but aftr each one,one of us wud say sorry 2the other,and then go on as usual.. now my gal's sis(1 yr elder 2 her) returnd frm her hostel..so there was some distance we had 2 keep in now.. she n her sister are vry close,share almost evrything,her sistr had her boyfriend(she was in love with him).. one day,dat boy talkd 2 her dad about their relationship and brought forth a marriage proposal..but her dad(simply being a hitler)refused it.. my gal ws now vry upset 2 see dis condition of her sister,her sister wont eat,drink,and would cry for hours.. this had a vry bad effect on her,i must say.. 1 day,she told me..dat our love has no future,and dt it would be better if we would just stay away from each other,because she didn't want to cry aftrwards(like her sis did!).. i tried 2 make her undrstand,but she wont listen 2 me..but as i got emotional talkin 2 her,she got emotional too..and then it ws just like a relationship with something missing in it,,something important i mean.. 1 day..she then told me,dat she got sick of me and my messages..dat i ws vry possessive and narrow-minded..it was a sudden turnover..she told me bad things about me,and that she wont want such a relationship in her future..she told me it was her biggest mistake that she fell in love with me.. but anyhow,deep down me i realised she was sacrificing something,she said these harsh words as our relationship has no future, keeping this in mind,and thinking of the past,i thought it was her sacrifice,but was it?? we had a long fight,and promised not to see each other's face aftr that,the fight was really cruel.. now it has been about 2 years since our break-up..but i still hv some feelings for her..i feel like it would be better if she was there with me.. but anyhow,i was thinking to talk 2 her atleast once..
well..it all startd wen i met dis gal..
i hd likd her..startd it wid a friendship..
she startd thinkin of our future now,what would happen 2 us??
it was because maybe i never understood her point..
i must tell you that when she got committed 2 me for the first time,she always talkd about our future plans,and dat she wantd me as her husband..
i dont know if she feels it too..
so shall i do that?? or just bury my feelings??
or else,wt should i do??
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