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Posted by becky on 4/10/2005, 6:55 pm
i am 22, my ex is 22. i just broke up with him on saturday. he admitted he had a huge fear of committment early in our relationship but that he wanted to try very hard to be with me. he was never critical of me but when i broke up with him he said that he wished he loved me, looked so hard for love to give to me, wanted to say i love you, but was not able to find love for me. it is pretty crazy since we were only together for 2 months (officially) although our sexual affair has lasted for 8 months.... he has always been brutally frank about his fear of committment and his struggle with loneliness due to his inability to committ. he appeared to certainly be trying to work it out and told him how he would try to be with me despite knowing his problems. (he came from a very tumultuous broken home). unlike many women who have had relationships with CPs, the only problem my CP and i had and the only fight we've ever had in the past 7 months was our break up. he never belittled me or pulled so far away.... now that we have broke up though, i miss him terribly. he has problems but he is aware of them enough i know he will get over them one day? i know that it was best for both of us to break up as he has somehow convinced himself we are not good for each other and was not contributing to the relationship anymore however i do want him to see the error of his ways and come back. he told me wanted to be friends but i told him i was not sure. i would like to write him a letter now telling him i would also like to be friends... when/how should i send it? do you think there's any chance we'll get back together?
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