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Posted by Nick now this is the point im at now i dont know what to do but i really just want to be with somone because im lonley. I have a alot of male friends but i really like just talking to women. But i was not really that popular and I really pulled my self together from 1 year ago and i look and feel alot better. But know i feel empty and alone and she wont tell me what she wants . But shes 21 so she should be able to do what she wants but she acts like a 15 year old.
on 5/13/2005, 5:31 pm
Well i dont know what to really do anymore. I want nicole(ex Girlfriend) back but she said she dosent want me back right now. Which dosent tell me #### all. I want her back but i dont know why i do. Maybe because she took my virginity or maybe its somthing els. We do have good time together but why should i put my self threw hell for a women that dosent want me?. But thats the other issue i don't know if she wants me or not its hard to say. I asked her if she wanted to date other people she said "I gusse so but it would just be on the rebound, the rebound dosent mean nothing. That really kinda messed me up becaus the day after she broke up with me she came to school and stuck her toung down my throught and said she was sorry. So i thought it was all better but i gusse i was rong. The reason we broke up is a long story. First she didn't like the way her dad was treating her so she wanted to get out of there, I figured ok ill help her get out of there since i never liked her fater anyways. I got her out of there the first time she came to my place and spent the night. After she clamed down she want back to her dads house thinking they could work things out. It ended up being worse then befor. The next day she said she wanted out of there agian. so we went to talk to a counslor about what she could do( reason she didn't come back to my place is long story to). So she suggested that her dad was emotionaly abusive and she should get out of ther. So she gave her to option of going to a transition house( all women shelter for battered and abused women.) So that was her chioce to go there and she said yes. Maybe she felt pressured because i wa ther but she wanted me to go with her. After about 2 weeks she went back to her dads. Her dad forbbied her to go out with me because i have a "temper poblem" which i really dont I havent been in a fight since grade school although i look mean and i am a big guy dosent mean i'm a mean guy.
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