I know what you mean RM I done a lot of stuff you would think only stuntman would have been doing lot of it was plain crazy acting like a fool some is just choices I left home when I was 15and started hitch hiking all over the United States find a place work and moved on till I went into service age 20 my poor mom always thought someone would had killed only I slept was when I caught a ride there was good, bad exciting, spooky and etc.... time 😂 those were the days one thing I did earn my keep while I travel no regrets I so a lot of beautiful territory you can't see now it's all gone.