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You are so right AmyJo. 18 weeks is a long time to be away from your honey-pie. Unfortunately the only thing you can do is maybe see each other in intervals. Maybe every 4 weeks he can come here or you can go there? Then there is always skype and writing letters.
You are entitled to feel bad about this whole crappy business that you are going through. But you need to be strong and allow your mom and sister to hold your hand and be your cheerleaders. I wish I had my mom...she made EVERYTHING better!!!
I feel bad for you and I do pray that you are able to see that this is temporary. Just a little hiccup in your life that will be over with soon so you can go home.
We are all here to cheer you on too!!!