Posted by Kathy Ann on 7/21/2004, 11:25 pm
64.12.117.5
I haven't connected to other cancer survivors/cancer treatment survivors for over a year. I think I just wanted to put it behind me and get on with my life. But something inside, nagging me, led me to try to connect again. I am feeling good, mostly, supposedly I am healthy, am trying to put my life back together (but there is no going back!) and pretending this never happened. But when I saw the list of people, and where you all are from, I started to cry. I haven't cried for a year. It was/is an event, a process that turned my life upside down, and I still am in shock sometimes. Survivor - it fits for me because I know I felt, and now am feeling again, that I am a body washed up on a beach, battered, and not sure how to find my way back. AND at the same time, I enjoy life more than ever. Who knew???? What do I do next????
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