I am just letting you know that after his brave 8 month fight against the cancer in his leg, which had gone to his lungs and finally his brain - I had to let my beautiful big boy Darick go to the Rainbow Bridge, on Thursday.

My heart is totally broken, I miss him so much - I think I keep hearing him or I catch sight of him out of the corner of my eye and I am broken yet again. I know it is just my imagination, but he was more than just my shadow, we were never, ever apart.

He is with Bronte, Scottie, Zoe, Chui, Arwen ... and all of the others that went before him now.

I love you so much my big, strong, handsome, naughty boy