the peacemaker. I want so much for Kara's kids to love each other. I was sad for Erin that she came all this way to celebrate him and he didn't want her there. I don't know the rift....and I wonder if they honestly do either. Sometimes attitudes just become ingrained. I am praying so hard for them.....look how long we have been praying for Emily! I know Kara says Josh has become more rigid and difficult at home this year...is it just part of growing up? My heart hurts for all of them and I'm still running scenerios in my mind of how I could have stayed for Josh. Hopefully when he comes this weekend he will open up. You can't get these moments back and it will be a memory that hurts forever without forgiving each other for whatever they are holding onto.