" Dignity "

My life has been long
My path often rocky but fruitful
Trying to always live honest
And always be truthful
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My regrets are but few
For my blessings are many
As for changes I would make
There would be few, if any
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But the path I have traveled
Is now coming to an end
My legs have grown weary
My body can no longer mend
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The pain has grown worse
But I haven't any fear
Because my mind and my thoughts
Are still crystal clear
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The doctors say with bed rest and drugs
I can live another year or so
But I choose to live with dignity
I simply told them no
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Some say the elderly can tell
When their time has grown near
That statement is true
I know my time is almost here
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The young may call it delusions
That's brought on by the pain
But I know by the Indian blood
That flows through my veins
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My life's journey is at close
Soon I'll no longer have to roam
For I can hear the drums of my ancestors
They're calling me home
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I know my children were worried
That I might take my own life
But that would be a great sin
That might keep me from my wife
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My bride of fifty years
She waits at the rivers far edge
A river I'll cross
That is my final pledge
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My children are free to divide
All of my earthly possessions
As I've made my peace with God
And said my confessions
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I no longer have any fears
Not of death or any other
It is simply the end of one journey
And the beginning of another
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So after I've passed
But before I'm laid to rest
I ask that my loved ones
Honor just three requests
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Don't mourn my passing
Let me go with dignity and with style
And when you think of my life
I hope it brings you a smile
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To honor my parents
As I enter Heavens door
Place an eagle's feather upon my chest
So my spirit may soar
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My final request
Completes my cycle of life
I ask that you simply lay me to rest
Next to my wife
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If you ever need our strength
Don't look to the sky
For you will find us forever in your hearts
Both your Mother and I.
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Robert Pledger©
7/17/1994