Each and everyone that suffers the loss of someone so close to them has to learn how to deal with the heartache it leaves them with. Everybody’s loss is personal. Mine has been just so. I haven’t ridden since her onset illness or in the 20 months since she passed, I hope one day soon to do so, when I do she will ride with me whichever of the two bikes I choose to ride. I purchased two old tax disc holders for the bikes and used her picture portrayed on the sheets left over from her service to place in them thus ensuring she will ride with me. To be honest she never wanted to ride with me, or anyone, when she was here but I have put the pictures there for me and in the knowledge that nothing here on Earth can hurt her anymore. Stay firm Andy and tuck your memories away for those lonely moments. My sincere condolences.
Den