First off....hang in there John!! Saying a prayer for ya!! I was VERY lucky I went for my first colo scoping 46 as it saved my life...going for my 4th this year at 56.
My buddy did his at 50 and had the same shocking news as John...stage 4...no signs either. But with the surgery and chemo he's doing fine today. I pray that John has the same results! You can win this race John...we are all with you!!!