I truly appreciate the compliments and positive talk. I need it every once in a while. Yes, I have been very fortunate to have seen Paul McCartney yet again and up and close. I have been such a social outgoing, happy go lucky kind of gal and everyone around me can pick up from the positive vibes.

Just somehow I haven't been able to do so for me. I have a dark shadow (a big one I may add) that I need to get rid of in order to match with my exterior self.. I am so hard on myself sometimes that I really reach my lows and food seems to be my comfort.

Not trying to have a pity party here LOL... just analyzing and sharing/venting my current feels. Thanks again for your support and encouragement.

The weekend was great, except for this morning when I got home from work and a peach pie was on the table from the night before... and before I knew it, I was having it

I will not give up though... need that momentum, need that umph, need that mind set, need that determination and most importantly need this group!

Here I go again! Good night.