Ive had this dreadfull affliction since I was about nine or ten,Ive had my ups and downs of course. Staying at friends is awful and as much as id like to and try so hard it just wont happen and Im left obsessing and feeling ill!! I spent christmas away from home with family and subsequently spent the whole of christmas trying to go to the loo when no one was looking! In the end I waited till everyone was in bed with varying success. I find it ultimatly unbelievable that our minds can actually influence such things. Life is too short to worry over such a silly thing, and to let it ruin our lives like we do. what do we think is going to happen to us that makes us so dreadfully fearful and ashamed? Are my fiends gonna run in howling with laughter, or would everyone in the loos at tesco stand outside waiting for me and point and howl and hold their noses? No I dont think so! aarh!??? I know it sounds dotty but I watch big brother sometimes when its on and think how can they poo on telly! and not be bothered at all! lol what terror such a thought instills! Well I could go on about it forever! Its great to know that Im not alone xxx
Im another who cant believe such a thing or place for that matter can exist! here I was thinking it was just me, and here you all are!
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