I am so sick of suffering from not being able to go. It seems everyone can but me. And if they can then they obviously know that everyone poops so they can't judge me - so i should be fine... but no. Isn't there a hypnotherapy focused on the problem. I tried to google it but with very little success.

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p.s. to make things worse, at work - and I work at a very beautiful building at a very large US company - the women's bathroom door does not fully close and
the toilets do not really flush! Once! Once I finally overcame myself and managed to partially 'go' and the toilet broke and did not flush. I think a person with no problem would develop one! In my office there is every kind of luxury provided to employees - food, beverages, break rooms but the bathroom is a disaster! Why??? Why can't they invest into a normal bathroom.