For as long as I can remember I have been like this. I dont know if it is just all in my mind or what? Even around close friends and my girl friend there is no way of having a bowel movement. Many times as a teen going camping I would wait until I got back home to go. And I used to think my body knew I was shy because I wouldnt get an urge to go for at least a couple days. I dont believe that its my body that has the problem, its all in my mind, because I can't even pass gas (fart) with anyone around, and I get an urge for that, so that tells me its a total mind thing. I reaslly dont know, just lookin for some feedback, reading here has been helping, at least I know there are others who struggle with the same thing.