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Posted by shybum on 5/6/2007, 9:16 am
Since my Bf has been staying over too much i had developed constipation and wind pain which doesn't relieve itself, the wind is just stuck there cramping me up. I have been going alright this week sort of, trying to get my routine back and don't want him to stay during the week. so, yesterday i went and the day before and i thought well if he stays the night i will go in the morning... Well today i did not go and am very disappointed in myself for not going. i feel full and lethargic and not hungry to eat. I feel like i can never live with him and i love him and want to be with him, but what if my bum doesn't co operate with me forever? Is this just the way it is? I think its also because i don't have a routine in the morning and him being "around" the house doesn't even make my stomach wake up. If i had the urge i would go, the only thing is i don't get the urge? Is that what you experience as well... Its distressing i feel.