ok, let me whinge. i have got to the point of giving up my relationship to be single and not deal with toilet issues around him. I don't care anymore. I have been getting wind pain in my gut that would not relieve itself as it had come on 1/2 hr before he arrived at my house to make tea for me. i had the tea, ate like a mouse, in pain and i finished up and went to bed, infuriated with myself. He knows something is up with me that Girl's, young ones like myself, 27, tend to be shy around toilets with their bf's. He said he wanted me to go to the toilet when he is around and i said yes i know, but my gut goes to sleep. He says its an unconscious process happening with me. Maybe when i get older ill grow out of it, but personally i doubt it.
He stayed that night which i was not impressed about. i slept in the lounge because of it. so i shut the door on him as he left but i dont care.... (he thinks its about him as usual). Stuff that, i dont care if he stays or goes.!! I did not go to the loo because of him.
i went to the doctor today and told her the story about toilets and bf's etc. she also reckons i have Irritable bowel syndrome or mild case of it. she thinks our bowels are a mental reflection of us. that anyone can go 3 times a day to 1 every 3 days and thats normal. try and not think about it and do other things to occupy the mind. she put my anxieties to rest for the day, praise her!
so i have resigned to the fact i will be single for ever!!!