i am obiese and i use eating as a coping mechanism, which complicates the whole situation.a friend suggested i become bulemic and that 'mia (bulimia) could be my new friend,this didnt work out because i couldnt handle spewing up over the toilet....so here i am still overweight and scared sh!tless so i try to limit my eating to make me lose weight and it means i dont have to use the bathroom in public as often because that makes me suffer from panic attacks .but when i do have a bowel movement the food i love so much just goes down the drain in front of me.i cant handle it any more.
any advice would be greatly appreciated because as you can tell im torn between my two hates-the toilet, and food(i have a love hate relationship with food)
thanks.
scared shitless
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