ok, you're not doing so great. whatever you're feeling tho, its ok to feel that way. what are your options? i would make a plan for the longer term here. id go to the right authority(keep going until you get what you need) and tell them you have specific health needs which need to be addressed immediately. i would do that today. never mind anything else. do that for yourself. be objective here. no need to suffer unnecesarily. absolutely not,