Hi to all of you,

I´m a guy from Germany and I suffered from shy bowel since I can remember. I read about other people here and I see it isn´t that worse as I thought. I thought I was the only one but "luckily" I´m not.

I can poop at home when my familiy is around but it is difficult when I am at a friend´s house or at work. But I faced those situations and it is now a little better than before.

I went to the internet and searched about this fu**ing syndrome because I have to stay in Australia for about one year !!

I decided to do a Work&Travel for myself. I fear those "social situations" and I thought maybe it would be good to face them. It´s not only about pooping in public but that is in fact the worst situation I can think of...

I will live in youth hostels with cubicles in one row...and that just horrifies me !!! :o
Other people are feared of crocodiles, snakes and spiders in AUS but I´m afraid to go to the toilet to take a dump.

I´m so desparated...I´m flying at the 24th of April and I enjoy sitting on my own toilet every day till I have to fly...

It´s so crazy...cause I´m feared of flying in a plane to...and this flight is for about 20h...but when I think of pooping in a public bathroom flying is nothing against it.

I have to go and I will...
So what do you think ? Will I be fine?
I hope so...

"Why I was so damned silly to go for such a trip?!?" is the only thing I´am thinking about in the moment...but when I´m honest I don´t want the shy bowel to rule my life!!

So...I hope somebody can encourage me or something...

Thanks for reading this...I can´t believe I´m really posting this here :D

Have a nice day and good luck to all of you!
You earn it

PS.

Please pardon my bad English!