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Fear of Flush Not Working
Posted by Tigertots on 6/13/2010, 10:00 pm
Hello, I wonder if my problem is unique? For years I have dreaded going for my next Number 2, because of the risk of the flush not removing everything for ages. Is my worry unique? What's the best way to cope, practically, when it happens? Am I the only person in the world who dreads evacuating at home? And I wish the waste still looked like leftover food, then it would be so much easier to come to terms with producing it!
I can remember constantly wondering if a heart-throb of mine ever had the bowel business, or if his good looks made him exempt. I hoped to hear somewhere/somehow that he DID do it, that would have cheered me up so much, stopped me feeling so physically inferior to him. Instead, I heard something about him that made me feel even more depressed: he had homosexual tendencies. I came close to committing suicide, then.