hi everyone,
I have a different disorder than most on this website. I have no fear of other people or public defecation. However since working at a very stressful job on wall street 15 years ago, I can only have a BM if I am working and only in the morning. I will literally get up at the crack of dawn on weekends and vacations and fake some work or make some work so that I have to go. In general it helps to have real work. And if my wife and kids start interrupting, then I no longer have to go. I have tried every laxative in the book. They only work for a while. I tried hypnosis once with no success. Has any one else tried with success and if so which method? Also does bio feedback work for psychological pooping issues and where would I find such a physician in the USA?

I am getting stressed because lately even work has not been working. I think this might be to taking enemas regularly on the weekends. It is like my body no longer knows how to function.

Thanks and kind regards