OMG I AM LOVING ALL OF YOU. it’s like someone said…. Reading a diary. Yes to ALL OF THE ABOVE. If someone’s waiting for me, if someone is in the same room or house, just the perception of ppl around.. HOWEVER… your mind believes anything you tell it. Your mind believes anything you tell it. Your mind believes anything you tell it. I haven’t had success yet… but I really think it’s our minds. We have to tell our minds a different story. I have been plagued by this since I was a kid and I’m 53! I resigned long ago that I’d never marry, never have kids, never live with anyone comfortably… it’s been a terrible way to live. I’m like the person who says there could be 50 ppl in my house as long as they all leave at the end of the day…. I’ve even gotten hotel rooms when I have overnight guests for more than a few days… so I can say I have to go somewhere and feel comfortable using the bathroom. But I also believe I just have to tell myself a different story. I have a great life coach and I say “ you don’t get it. My body just freezes up.” She keeps saying “ it’s not your body!” So I’m going to keep trying to use these hypnosis tapes and really try to just tell myself a different story. I’ve been telling myself this one since I was like 9. So it’ll take some time
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