we were poor too,,,,,,,i was told if you get a job helping farmers around here and make your own money you can buy it,,,,i did,,worked all summer getting up hay, pulling tobacco and other things,,,made enough to buy it myself and then they said no you cant buy it, and took my money,,,,,,,worked all summer and learnt a hard lesson that i already knew,,,these things i let go of a long time ago but i will not forget, sorry for venting but it was not a good time for me then..