It's really important to listen to voices that are exposing the imperialist narrative. Sinister burt – I linked to 2 videos – from people from the west who live in China, who understand China. I don't suppose you looked at them (your response 31 minutes later).
I believe that too many people's beliefs are clouded by Western exceptionalism.
Below is a useful video. Max Blumenthal explains that the way the western media distorts the war against Syria is 'a microcosm of the way the US campaign against China's being covered inside the US...'
Too many people just don't understand where China is coming from, its history, its culture
"socialism with Chinese characteristics" starting 18mins29secs
Is China state capitalism? starting 26mins23secs
Another useful video explaining where China is coming from with relation to socialism with Chinese characteristics
U.S. Admits to Using Uyghurs in Xinjiang to Destabilize China