There was a minute's silence followed by the national anthem before the game. I stayed seated. Behind me were two young lads, 17 or 18, bellowing out "God save our gracious king" and I thought, There's no feckin hope for us. These kids are already brainwashed. Wouldn't have been surprised if there were some in the crowd weeping. (We lost 0-1 to Leyton Orient, top of the league).