We've been there. We are there soon. I know how hard it is to lose so many so quickly. Happened here a lot. We lost Red not long ago and Zfuzzy not long before and Buffy has oral cancer but is hanging i there. We take each day as it comes.

You've done so well by your baby, 17 is a good life. Still it's hard. And unfortunately when you have senior kitties, it's a reality we may have to deal with again and again. We too have 11...down from 30. And most are older..,three are nearing 17. Then several in their teens. So like I said we're quite similar in our situations. Sending many hugs to you. May the peace of knowing you provided a home full of love for many years for your babies help ease your pain. Take care.